My Wife's Been Keeping A Secret!

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Published 2019-02-21

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All Comments (21)

@DerekLambertRecovery 4 years ago

If you are or a loved one is struggling with drugs or alcohol text me immediately. I'm here to help (509) 866-6710
@My5ajz4life 5 years ago

This one is a fixable one .... she has the perfect partner that knows it well. 🙏🙏🙏
@rose_274 5 years ago

She's exhausted, I know how she feels. It's hard being a mother, a wife, a daughter, a best friend, an employee...ect I could keep going... Bless her heart..😔
@jaycustom21 5 years ago

Damn. Just a few months ago I called my parents and talked to them separately and told them I was hooked on opiates. Then called my brother and told him. This is after 10 years of use. I just broke down and told them. IT LET A TON OF WEIGHT OFF MY SHOULDERS. It felt great. But I can't imagine being your wife and hiding that, especially you being who you are and what you're doing now, and what you've been thru. But she will get thru it, especially with your help. Out of all of YouTube, you're the fuckin man on this subject, by far.... you're in a whole different league bro. So I'm confident she'll beat this. BTW, about your wife worrying about her makeup...tell her not many women can pull off the no makeup look, but she can. She still looks beautiful. All natural. Luckily my girl can pull it off too, but no matter how much we tell them they don't need makeup, they don't believe it lol. But we can still keep telling them they're beautiful without it anyway. Stay up you guys, y'all got this... together.
@nameymcnameface7939 1 year ago

You're a real one derek, you are great support to have in one's corner, thanks for what you do for others!
@jessefillmore 5 years ago

We use to cover up pain . You have find out what causing that pain and work on fixing it . Your wife has had a rough childhood and she's had to take care of the boys while you were using and worry about if you were going to die . She uses the drugs to get high and numb the pain . The motivation is from the dopamine rush . The brain is ill while in addiction and don't work properly . She needs you right now . I hope you two are okay , take care of each other !!!
@rockinroberta9925 5 years ago

It’s tough being a mom and trying to keep everything together and having the energy to do so. I get the adderal thing. I think it’s great you didn’t share her information until she was ready. I commend her for wanting to share it with us. Love you guys! 💛 You’re not alone sweetheart! Xo
@lunatikvibez94 5 years ago

Blessings to you wife!! Hope she gets clean and live long and healthy!
@tigerwright3836 5 years ago

Some people just need medicine to get through the day brother. I've been on on methadone for 7 years because of pain management and prescribed by pain management. As long as you do not abuse the medicine it's ok. Addict or not. But unfortunately some people need a crutch to get through the day, wether it's food,cigarettes or even porn.
@daniellebilbija9895 5 years ago

Just found ur channel it's great to show the everyday pain and ur an INSPIRATION...hope ur all good
@416tree3 5 years ago

I watched your videos years ago and it absolutely makes my day seeing you doing this well brother . Keep up this good work
@SonyaRawr405 5 years ago

Thank you for sharing with us Ryan! Your not alone. You literally have the best person to motivate you and who understands is your husband. My husband just labeled me as a junkie and gave me what he calls "tough love" cause he said he thought it would make me stop but he realized bashing me for being an addict wasn't helping me stop. I feel for you I know it's hard and getting clean wont happen over night but you got a great support system babe your night fighting this alone. I'm rooting for you.
@sug1307 5 years ago

You guys don’t understand how much these videos help me thank you so much new subscriber and I’ll be watching every video
@GreatGreebo 5 years ago

So many hugs Ryann....I sure love you and we’re here for you sweetie!!!
@neo7566 4 years ago

The fact that you have each other is going be so helping. You certainly know what she's going thru.
@nickdzugan378 5 years ago

Smaller channel but this needs spread. Watching you Is like looking in the mirror. I'm 5 years clean as of feb 7th. Keep up the great work.
@iceprincess1605 5 years ago

Keep ur head up lil mama the road to recovery is VERY HARD but u HAVE TO BE #HONEST with URSELF 💯 and U also HAVE TO WANT TO BE CLEAN IN ORDER TO GET CLEAN! U have a VERY loving and supportive husband to help u and to stand by u on this hard road which helps out so much. Once my secret got out about my 11 years of addiction and ended up loosing my daughters to their dads, my whole family close and far family members ALL stopped talking to me and my bf at the time left me and kicked me out on the streets to die like a dying animal and ended up living in my car up until I realized I needed to check into a rehab to get clean. That’s where I met my current bf and we HELP PUSH and SUPPORT EACH OTHER EVERY DAY! WE GOT THIS 💪🏼
@casiegriffith1156 3 years ago

You got this sweet girl! And you have a good support system!
@ramblingruthie7602 4 years ago

I did the same with my hubby, nonintentional as well. Please be humble and kind as Tim M sings. Love u guys
@steventasker8110 5 years ago

Much respect to you and Ryan I have much love for the Chanel and discord I watch and talk everyday and it has helped prepare me for my quit day this Tuesday . But I feel like she sees what being a addict is like now and how hard it is , but I feel like she take the drugs for different reasons then you use to take them for , other then physical symptoms