Cian Ducrot - Part Of Me (Official Video)

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Cian Ducrot - Part Of Me (Lyrics)

They say the devil takes the best of us
I Guess I always knew you weren’t like the rest of us
You held the party in your hands like it would slip away like moments
passed
Oh how I miss the way you used to laugh
Is that the way it goes you trade your soul
To be a rose
Give everything you’ve got to give before you’ve got to
I guess that no one knows
I guess that I just didn’t see the lows
Oh we all fall down
I wish you’d told me how you felt that night
Now I’ll never get to change your mind
But with all o
f the memories
You’ll always be part of me
Ill tell your mother how we used to laugh
But it’s never gonna bring you back
Now you’re only a memory
But you’ll always be part of me
I remember times when we’d stay out till morning light
And I remember how you’d say how much you missed those nights
And I wish that I had noticed all those cracks in your smile
Guess it took a while
We coulda put stars together
Planted roots and lived forever
We coulda been kings of our own kingdom
Had you
let me help you
But you’re conditioned to believe
It only makes you weaker
Till it chokes you and you’re barely breathing

#CianDucrot #PartOfMe


Music video by Cian Ducrot performing Part Of Me. A Polydor Records recording; © 2023 Universal Music Operations Limited

All Comments (21)
  • @thinkindark
    This song saved my life tonight. I have been listening on repeat just thinking about how I can't let my friends down if I were to do something stupid. If you're reading this and feel similarly, please reach out to that person(s), we both know they will be so happy to hear from you. Don’t do it.
  • This is a song that makes everyone cry. We are so sorry for your loss, we hope things will get better and you can still live a great life, because that is what you deserve Cian. We love you ❤
  • My best friend of 20 years took her life 17 years ago it still breaks my heart. This song is such a blessing to be able to sing 🎶 out my feelings ❤️💕❤️ thank you 🙏
  • @firilo1
    i knew this one was gonna hurt but i was still unprepared to sob like that. i hope this song reaches all the right people it needs to to help with some healing
  • @vickisalmon7840
    ❤💔❤️ Hugs to anyone grieving. This song is immense and the video serves it well. Thanks to all involved xx
  • Beautiful song. Un aliving yourself ends that persons pain but created a wound within those that love them, that can never heal. It wrecks the people you leave behind.
  • The lyrics They say the devil takes the best of us I guess I always knew you weren't like the rest of us You held the party in your hand like it would slip away, like moments passed How I miss the way you used to laugh Is that the way it goes, you trade your soul to be a rose Give everything you've got to give before you've got to go I guess that no one knows I guess that I just didn't see the lows Oh, we all fall down Oh, we all fall down I wish you told me how you felt that night Now I'll never get to change your mind But with all of the memories You'll always be part of me I'll tell your mother how we used to laugh But it's never gonna bring you back Now you're only a memory But you'll always be part of me Part of me I remember times when we'd stay up 'til morning light I remember how you'd say how much you miss those nights And I wish that I'd have noticed all those cracks in your smile 'Cause it took a while We could have put stars together, planted roots and lived forever We could have been kings of our own kingdom, had you let me help you But you're conditioned to believe it only makes you weaker 'Til it chokes you and you're barely breathing Oh, we all fall down Oh, we all fall down I wish you told me how you felt that night Now I'll never get to change your mind But with all of the memories You'll always be part of me I'll tell your mother how we used to laugh But it's never gonna bring you back Now you're only a memory But you'll always be part of me Part of me, oh-oh I wish you told me how you felt that night Now I'll never get to change your mind But with all of the memories You'll always be part of me I'll tell your mother how we used to laugh But it's never gonna bring you back (bring you back) Now you're only a memory (only a memory) But you'll always be part of me Part of me
  • @KaylaSmyth-es5um
    I lost a very close friend/ex 3 weeks before we were supposed to graduate high school... It's gonna be 10 years soon and every time I hear this song I sob. The video broke my heart because it was so well done. Thank you for explaining how I feel through a song for when I can't get the words out. As always, you are phenomenal 🖤
  • @Breanna3206
    This is truly the best music video I have seen. It carries so much depth, catches so much sadness in just 1 look. You don't see this all the time. Thank you for making something that was in your life apart of ours, you didn't have to, but we appreciate it. My mom passed away last year and I NEVER got to say the things I should of said to her, I struggled alot with our relationship and I wish she would of told me how she felt that night, now she's only a memory but will live on with her forever. THANK YOU... because I miss my mom so deeply its painful...
  • @lori7426
    The most powerful Ode to Grief......I come back to this song over and over, in the private torment over my dead son. "If you told me how you felt that night...." Thank you, Cian.❤
  • @EveVivian2020
    You always put so much emotions to your songs. Ask your friends every day how they feel.
  • @ilonaheyl2393
    Cian you literally have the best songs ever. But whenever I see you explaining the reasons behind them I think what a hard time you must have had. You definitely didn’t have the easiest life but we’re here for you. ❤️
  • @neesr13
    One of my sisters and I both suffered from extreme depression, and we would hold each other up in bad times. I visited her for a few days in September, and when I got home my other sister called me to say that our sister had taken an overdose. She died the following day at 3:00 AM. She left me to face this alone. I wanted to join her, but my husband watched me closely and I slowly emerged from the darkness. It has been three years, and I am functioning, but I still cry easily. This song explains it all.
  • @scarlettross7443
    I listen to this sing every day because I promised my friend I'd never make her cry to it. I'm trying to win this battle. And this song reminds me why
  • @user-fy8ki7ws6s
    Thank you so much for this more than touching song and video. I have lost two of my most loved people due to suicide. Even though these happenings are already 29 and 5 years back they are still both so present. Same questions over and over again. Cian, I wish you and everybody else suffering this deep pain and grief that time is going to change all this into acceptance and that you are going to find your way to handle it. As long as we remember the ones we loved so deeply they are with us. Guiding and accompanying us through all happy as well as rough parts of our life. Keep believing and keep your faith. You are not alone ❤
  • @tookute4florida
    Thank you for this song. I’ve lost 2 people and the grief is such a rollercoaster. I feel every word! 5 years and it still comes in waves. I pray for those who think it’s the only option to please hold on and stay! You are loved and needed here.
  • @c6rruii
    Loved this song, noticed you bc of "I'll Be Waiting", the YT short where you sang in a train, visited ur YT Channel and fell for this song. Amazing singer, addicting songs. Keep it up, Cian! 🎉 120th liker!!
  • @bren-b5095
    This song is so powerful and the message strong. I lost my granddaughter 7 months ago. I wish she had told me how she felt that morning before school. I would of called off from work to spend the day with her getting her help. Instead I found her after work gone. Now all i have is memories and telling her mother our stories. This song hits me hard. I also feel as if my bug sent this song to me as a way to heal. It popped up in my playlist randomly 3 weeks after she died.
  • @hayleystraub4649
    As someone who struggles with this, I try to remember that feeling suicidal is just a moment, where as ending it is permanent. Some days are alot harder than other, but so far so good. Beautiful song 😢
  • @Cay2401
    I don't even know what to say but thanks Cian for taking us on this journey I'm honoured to be a part of your journey this song reminds me of my mom