I completely fell apart... | NF - "How Could You Leave Us" | REACTION

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Published 2023-04-16
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I highly suggest you listen to the original song without my commentary:
NF - How Could You Leave Us
Ā Ā Ā ā€¢Ā NFĀ -Ā HowĀ CouldĀ YouĀ LeaveĀ UsĀ Ā 

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All Comments (21)
  • @AileenSenpai
    I have some resources in the description if you or someone you love needs some help and support ā¤ You are not alone, and my heart goes out to anyone who can resonate with this video. Love you all so much. This NF journey has been an emotional ride so far, but meeting you all and healing through Nate's music was something that has changed me for the better and I'm forever grateful ā¤
  • @Blyzzard26
    This one cuts deep for everyone. Especially since he sent everyone out of the studio for the part where he cried. Those were his real and raw emotions. I lost my mom to cancer but I still sit and wonder how she could leave us. :(. In all honesty, I think Hope needs to top the charts and it very much sounds like it will soon!
  • For the final "verse," where he is crying, he asked everyone to leave the studio and just sat there with the mic and said whatever came to mind.
  • This is definitely the deepest song that NF has ever written and you can hear his emotion in his voice
  • @brandonb9615
    I donā€™t usually comment on anything, but I just want to say Iā€™ve been watching your reactions lately and you are one the most genuine, honest, and comforting people I have seen on here. I appreciate you. ā¤
  • My dad drank himself to death. Not the same situation but this song still speaks to me. Same emotions. If anyone ever sees this, and needs someone to talk to donā€™t hesitate. Iā€™ll listen šŸ–¤
  • @RichWillBike
    The first time I heard this song was 6 months after rehab . In my addiction I almost lost my wife and daughter and my wife was pregnant with our second child. The opportunity to go to rehab came out of nowhere "we can take you in next week on Wednesday, if you don't take this spot it could be another 8 months " my addiction was telling me don't go, be there for the birth of your child , but I knew i had to go, or I wouldn't have a family . So I told them ide be there .......my son was born on the Monday 2 days befor I entered rehab . I've been clean for 6 years , 7 years on June 8th ,God willing. When I heard this song , I could only see it through my children's eyes . That's when I knew there was no chance of ever letting my life slide back into the disrepair it once was , thank you nf , you helped save my life .
  • @aurora_1x
    It's one of the saddest songs I've ever heard. It still breaks my heart. I'm so proud of him for forgiving his mother on the song "MAMA". He is probably going to suffer from this for the rest of his life but he is healing now and that is so powerful
  • @justAman548
    I hope I can speak for everyone when I say, you donā€™t have to apologize for crying on/off screen. Or even apologizing for ā€˜rantingā€™ or ā€˜talking too muchā€™. I think thatā€™s why most of us watch these. To see peopleā€™s reaction to the messages in his songs and their view/opinion on the song. Long story short, just keep being you! You are doing great!
  • @death_0_048
    Donā€™t know if your remember me, I was the one that let you know to react to how could you leave us before mama on twitch stream. Iā€™m very happy you followed through and apologize that I didnā€™t give you a better heads up on the level of heart break this one brought but youā€™ll see it will be worth it for when you react to ā€œmamaā€ I have become a very fast fan due to your incredible and vulnerable reaction not just to nf but all artists, hope this didnā€™t break your heart beyond repair, as this album by NF is a map on how to overcome many things and youā€™ll learn them as you listen, canā€™t wait for the reaction!!
  • @Marvos071
    NF one of the realist artists out there! All of his songs will hit you right in the heart
  • @Nueral
    I couldnā€™t imagine losing my mom to opioids šŸ˜¢. If anyone going through this I am so sorry and I wish the pain to go away, just thinking about it hurts.
  • I'm a grown ass man.. I still cry every damn time I listen to this.. the pain is so real and you feel every bit of it
  • @subj3kt172
    I almost did this to my son years ago, albeit for different reasons, and it's something I'll never forgive myself for. He saved my life and I'll spend the rest of it trying to be the best father I can.
  • Watching your react, your face paints so many pictures that words could not do justice to. Take care Aileen, you are a treasure.
  • @krw73
    Not only is this a wonderful tribute to those of us who have lost our mothers but it also serves as a reminder to pick up the phone and call the ones that are still alive before it's too late
  • Understanding very few words/phrases (my English is very basic) I was still moved to see your gestures and the power of despair, frustration, pain and impotence mixed with anger from the singer, I immediately looked for the song subtitled in my language and the amount was even greater of tears, thank you for them and it is very sad to think that many people have to go through this in their childhood. Hugs from Rio Tercero CĆ³rdoba Argentina.
  • @jwolfe8195
    I love the growth he's shown from "I'm not gonna say that I forgive you because it hasn't happened!" To "Momma I forgive you." In Hope. It makes the journey so much more worth it when you get to the new album.
  • @ToothBooth
    Her: never seen this one before so if itā€™s anything like his other songs I know Iā€™ll get destroyed.. NF fans: oh shit, sheā€™s not readyā€¦ ā¤ļø
  • @xepixz994
    This is one of NFs songs that hit me the hardest, having lost my dad to suicide, i can relate badly to the parts saying how he wishes he had just called her and such. It's incredible how relateable he can make these songs be.