WHY YOU SHOULD NEVER EVER GIVE UP... (A Message of Hope)
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2022-01-07に共有
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My Story
My name is Noah and on May 18 2011, I had a rare reaction to a medication called VIVITROL and consequently, spiraled into a suicidal depression with depersonalization and anxiety. I lost 25 lbs in 4 weeks and was in full panic or near panic for 8 weeks straight mixed with the darkest most painful depression I cold have ever imagined. I immediately could not work and had to move in with my parents who, along with many siblings and friends, had to watch me 24/7 as I was a danger to myself. Eventually I was hospitalized in the Psych Ward for a week. Getting through each day seemed truly unbearable and I knew I would surely die. I have been put on many many different doctor prescribed SSRI's SNRI's Tricyclics, mood stabilizers, anti-psychotics, holistic meds, acupuncture and even a form of shock therapy called RTMS. I barely saw any improvement in my condition for a full year. It was decided I had treatment resistant depression and I spent nearly every moment in tears. Weeks after starting my newest round of medications (Seroquel & Nortryptaline) as a last ditch effort, I had my blood drawn for possible hormone imbalances and my Testosterone levels came back 200 ng/Dl and 150 ng/Dl. The average 25 year old male has 750 ng/Dl. With this discovery I had an explanation as to why I was not getting better and why I might be so so sick. The symptoms of Low T are very similar to those of major depression. I started legally prescribed testosterone replacement therapy soon after and have been checking in with the world and documenting my experience with treatment as well as giving my insight and perspective on various topics of mental health. I am blessed to say that I have slowly, over the last 6 years, been improving and becoming more stable which I never thought to be possible. My low T manifested itself in the form of Major depression, anxiety, and depersonalization/ derealization for over a year. Treating my low testosterone has been 1 HUGE part of the puzzle but I have had to continue to work hard to hold on to my mental stability with many set backs. Gaining some mental stability back is nothing short of a miracle as I was near death for what felt like forever. I do not consider myself to be totally healed yet but I am closer now then ever before and aim to use what I have been through to help or at least offer support to others in need I was able to successfully come off my Seroquel and Pamelor.
I work out all the time as a part of my mental health recovery!!! Weight training and all kinds of cardio rule much of my free time and I also share this on my channel.
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コメント (21)
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I’m in a deep depression. You gave me hope.
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I have been there before. It's sooo true that when you're in it ---you can't imagine what it's like not to be in it. You feel stuck forever. The good news is that no matter how "true" that feels, it's totally not. Trust me!
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7 years ago I had severe depersonalization and watching your videos literally saved my life back then. I think I’m going to start making videos about it, because until I found your videos I thought I was alone and when I realized I wasn’t alone that was the main thing that helped me heal. I want to make sure no one destroys themselves because of something that can 100% be healed, something I went through and could help them with. Anyways, you help so many people and I’m so thankful for you brother.
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I’m not ok, I’m struggling thank you Noah I so needed to hear this today
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My depression can get pretty dark. Drinking doesn’t help, of course.
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This month has made me spiral back into deep anxiety and depression. Thanks for the hope. It's been so hard :(
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I needed this - thank you. I've been following you for a while and your words have helped me beyond measure.
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I am 22 and I was diagnosed with adhd when I was 17. Not being able to afford to see a counselor or psychiatrist consistently, I didn’t know that’s what was causing me to having crazy mood swings/anger/depression. I just found out last month that my adhd is what was causing it. My doctor added to my medications a mood stabilizer and it’s been working pretty well to help my mind slow down from the over thinking. It’s hard sometimes because I am slower at learning and at achieving things in life because of the way my brain is wired. Thank you for making these videos. I’ve been watching you since I was 15. Your words of encouragement and understanding really help when I don’t have someone around to help me with that.
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Over the last couple years I went through persistent severe depression and crippling anxiety and DP with constant thoughts of de4th. Even before the DP, my depression was so severe that at times I would have been ready for a 90 day stay at a Psych ward. At times, I have felt so down that I thought I could cry for a thousand years. I - like yourself - believed I was beyond hope. I now identify how instability in my childhood combined with my introspective, obsessive nature fed into the depression and anxiety, causing a vicious downward spiral. Douglas Bloch's audiobook made me internalize the fact that I do not have to blame myself. Just like with anxiety, I accept depression as a natural reaction. As a response: I try to address what's in my control as best I can. I cook good food, train at the gym, shoot hoops/chat with friends/colleagues, strive to create more free time, financial stability and cut off toxic people (that includes some family). I also started working in the health and fitness industry (previously I was in a field that didn't interest me). I'm not always stable (I've had a good week) and struggle with a couple bad habits.
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This is one of your best videos ever!!
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Hey man I just fell into a deep depression and I also overthink my reality but I’m I know I’ll be ok thanks man you gave me hope love from the uk ❤️
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It was actually watching your videos that made me realize I’m not alone. That was a big moment for me. Thank you 🙏
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Hope is almost lost .. but thank you for the video. It is like a breath of fresh air. I hope your wishes will come true.
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I can't tell you how many times I've listened to this. It literally gets me through my darkest moments when I'm about to give up.
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I'm going through a extreme anxious depression since June 2021. My anxiety has been so bad I have been to the ER 15 times over the months. I exercise 2 hours a day and eat well. I am on an SSRI and I have a therapist and go to groups. I really have struggled. I always feel in a altered state. I want me back.
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Thank you greatly. Helps knowing that I am not alone. I was prescribed SSRIs just over a week ago and almost lost my mind. I have been to a and e twice since. I know I will come through this, but the obcessive thoughts and anxiety/ depression can be overwhelming. I have reached out and been completely honest about my struggle. It's great how much family can help. I wish everyone all the best and pray for your full recovery. God Bless you all.
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Thank you for your inspiration Noah , i've been losing the will to live and your message helped me today . blessings to you and all who are struggling right now .
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I am definitely struggling. I have been so alone. No one understands me. Thank you for sharing this story.
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Please please keep doing this channel Noah. I know you've been discouraged sometimes on what to do with this channel but the videos you do on mental health are truly fantastic and very much needed and appreciated!
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I've missed these videos.
