i miss her but im in silent hill

Silent hill is not a place, it's a mental state.

im not heartbroken im just here for the ambience ya feel me

All broken hearts go through silent hill..

it sucks when they meant more to you than you ever meant to them.

"In my restless dreams, I see that town. Silent Hill. You promised you'd take me there again someday. But you never did. Well, I'm alone there now."

I was with her for 7 years, married for 3, and she was a genuinely good person, but…she was adulterous and ended up telling me she wasn’t even sure she ever loved me. All of this started happening less than 1 year after losing my dog, Daisy, who I had since she was just a few weeks old. Daisy was my best friend and I had to sit and watch her body die from old age, helpless to change anything no matter what I did…then all of my friends (including my now ex-wife) just told me versions of the same thing, “She’s just a dog” “You’ll get over it” “You can always get a new pet”. Now my stepbrother is dead from a drug overdose, my ‘friends’ couldn’t care less about my life, my family is fractured, my ex has moved on into a new relationship, and I’m stuck trying to pick up the pieces and make sense of everything. All I’m left with are broken memories and pain in my heart, even in my dreams, I can’t escape this hellish carnal world. But I must push onwards in life

You don't miss her, you miss who she was when you knew her

Missing her is what keeps you here.

Damn this is that rare obscure ambient stuff I love

Who would have thought that emptiness could weigh so much.

I love coming back to this video and reading the comments. It makes me feel understood. We’ll get through this.

It's hard to forgive her for what she did to me but deep inside I want to experience again the warmth that she made me feel

The older I get, all I can say is I’m thankful for the experiences. The highs and the lows. You can never see them coming, no matter how hard you try. Life is just endless rugpulls, and then it’s over.

I'm 26, I lost my girlfriend a month ago, it was for the best but she was my first love and it's hard to let go... I'm also on the verge of loosing my job and was threatened by my boss due to lack of concentration and failing at my tasks, also found out my mom has cancer - all in the span of 1 month. Sometimes life has a special touch of triviality, like no matter how hard you've strived for living, loving and trying to be commendable, you will still be kicked to the curb by providence... Stay strong everyone.

I find it fascinating how the soundtrack of SH2 (and it's imitations) and retro aesthetics combined are turning SH into something it never even was originally... To think that you could remember a literal hell on earth and all of it's horror spawned by your sins or the sins of others with nostalgia... It's just so amazing to me since I was there when it all first came out in 1999, since the first one, and I'd never imagined back then that it would become like this. Fascinating.

It's like feeling something that never actually happened.

She's never coming back

People often say "you don’t miss her, you miss the version of what she could have been". That might be true for some, but to me it's not about what she could have been. Sure, she might had become my wife, the mother of my children. But that's not what I miss. I miss what she was for me - home, and warmth. Something that I'll never get back from her, and something that although I've tried with some already, couldn't receive. Not because they haven't tried, but because I feel like it will go the same way it did before.

You reading this, keep your head and spirits high, you are loved. Keep going, you are strong. We're all in this together.

You don’t miss her, you miss the memories. 💚