being alooooneeee more than usual

tldr i'm so shit at being by myself wbu

"even my bones feel lonely" me: ...........bonely....

Humans are naturally social creatures!! Needing other people to “function” is in our genes!!

It’s funny that you mention the way Americans speak is so full of life. I’m American and I’ve always enjoyed the way British people speak because of how calm it is

it’s like i’m unintentionally pushing away all my friends and i HATE IT

“even my bones feel lonely” ouch

The dodie dots are slowly becoming my favorite thing in the universe. I haven’t worn makeup in years and they make me want to start again xD

me: being alone with my thoughts my brain: YOU ARE NOT REAL WHO ARE YOU CRISIS CRISIS WHATS A BODY SAD SAD SAD

dodie 2017 I am depressed today: “I have to be kind to myself” 2020 being alone more than usual: “and I know, I know i have to be kind to myself.”

i just noticed how long dodie's hair is now-

dodie humans are NOT MEANT to be alone! we are highly highly social animals, our brains literally do not function in isolation. you are not a bad human for struggling with isolation and loneliness. we have evolved as pack animals and our brains are wired to require social interaction. you are not broken or weird, you are a human being <3

“even my bones feel lonely” “it’s so quiet” dodie you better make this into a song these would be beautiful lyrics

dodie's ability to be so honest about her feelings and experiences and to explain it all in such a wonderful way is always such an incredible break from the crazy crap in the world, and was just that even before the pandemic. i'm always going to be so grateful to her for being a light in the dark times i've had over the years, for being an inspiration in my own music, and for taking the time to raise awareness for DPDR (which i otherwise wouldn't have gotten diagnosed). i don't normally leave comments like this, and i'm sure she gets loads just like it, but i've been thinking about it a lot lately.

GOD IVE THOUGHT ABOUT THIS TOO literally where does time go? i just go on autopilot and go on my phone and it’s november now? like is this how i’m gonna spend time? :((

Holy shit. Being alone is one of the worst feelings.

I’ve never realised how important people and the presence of people around me actually is. I spend my time sinking more and more into depression while trying to drag myself out of bed for work sometimes. And nobody knows when its going to end. It’s so painful. I am really lost.

why do we trick ourselves into thinking that giving ourselves a break is something to be guilty of??? we’re all growing humans and that growth is beautiful and individual and unique and we all need space and time and ROOM TO GROW !!! god i hate the human brain sometimes

Ow the feeling of missing out ur youth during the pandemic,,,,,,, hits hard. I'm 15 and feel like everything's passing by and I'm not only missing out the fun things but also missing out on vital growing up lessons hhhnnhgwgg

“The way Americans talk is so full of life...” I’m American and I was just thinking that I hear people say they love so many different accents and we must sound so awful because I don’t hear people say that about ours. Small victory for me today to enjoy that kind statement when I’m feeling, also, alone.

“At least I’m not maybe killing people” Well said