LIFE UPDATES: FINALLY freed from the darkness! Praise God 💜

💜Let God Protect all of us during these crazy times💜

💜💜💜 I work at a hospital psych unit and outpatient office. I help out with our crisis hotline too! I can totally relate! I put my heart and soul into the care of my patients and people I interact with daily! We are seeing so many homeless, sick, young kids, people wanting to die. I thank God I can be here to help others. I’m glad you are too. GOD BLESS YOU!!!!

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I personally know more people who died from Fentanyl than persons who died of natural causes and illnesses. The worst was witnessing my father fall apart when my brother died of this. I knew the most beautiful girl who persons would drive by and stare and honk their horn, and she would say to me , why are they staring and honking at you, and I told her they're honking at you. She had no idea how beautiful she was. She also fell apart and died from this epidemic more deadly than anything I have ever witnessed. I have no addictions, I don't drink or smoke, in a way I am truly blessed. My crew 🐕🐕🐕🐕🐕🐕🐕🐕🐕🐕 sends Lola doggie kisses. Bless you.

oh wow ur hair is so long n pretty!!!!!!!

Go Alana! Love your conviction about what you have to offer to healthcare.

the hand of god is on your head babe💜 i know it is on me too but wow you're glowing with his blessed hand on you love

YOURE GLOWING ❤❤❤❤❤❤

Hi Alana, I am sorry for your loss. I am glad you are doing better now. My family and I have been going through a dark time too. We are being wrongfully evicted because our neighbor made BS complaints about us. Thankfully my mom's friend's friend's girlfriend is going to buy us a trailer home and we are going to rent it from her. God always comes through in the end. I am a Christian myself. I am also thinking about becoming an RN. I was wondering how you like it. I know it's a lot of work but I really want to help people. I am naturally more of an empathetic person and I really have a passion for caring for others. I specifically want to become a psychiatric nurse and work in psychiatric wards. I know it's a tough job but personally I've been through a mental health crisis multiple times throughout my life. Especially when I was a teenager. I'm 22 now and doing much better. I have experienced being in the hospital multiple times so I understand what people are going through. There are definitely good nurses out there but sadly there's a lot of mean nurses too. And it breaks my heart that nurses are mean to the mentally unwell and elderly people especially. Nurses are supposed to take care of people and give them lots of kindness especially because you are treating sick and potentially dying people. i know being a nurse can be very stressful but it's no excuse to treat people like trash. I really have a big heart for people and I want to help people when they are going through stuff. I know as a nurse I would have the potential to change lives and I really want to do that. All glory to God though! And I pray that He may strengthen me and get me through college. I know this is a long message and if you read this thank you! God bless you and I am glad you are uploading again.

Welcome back, I’ve missed you so much💜 I am so sorry for your loss, I am glad you are doing better. Would love to hear your entire story on nursing: how you started, what it was like to go back to school, and what it is like now at your new job. Sending you love & protection!!

Hii Alana! ☺ Yes the growth ever since i met my ex he triggered an awakening in me and my journey began, he also self abused but i would talk to him and tell him to follow the light not dark. After we split he went to rehab though. I can see you being a caring loving nurse. Keep going, were just going to get tested by the darkness often when were making a shift. Peace and love! 💜

Alana!!!!! I'm always so glad when you post. I can relate to what you're saying in this video as I always relate to what you speak on. I'm a CNA but you're inspiring me to want to go to school and become qualified as a nurse. You also inspire me to want to work out. 💜

i am feeling exactly what you're talking about too

I'm absolutely coming out of a time of darkness right now like never before. I've never felt so good and thankful and humbled and blessed in my entire life. I'd like to get back to making videos like this soon because I feel like I have SO much to talk about and share with you guys!!! ❤❤❤❤❤ Much love!!!

I know what you mean with 6 months 😊 🙏💜🤗 Thank you, I Love you and i wish you a beautiful day 🙏💜🤗 Im praying for you and many blessings. You know the dark night of the soul, it SUCKS but you learn the most in these times 💜🙏 Im so Happy that you uploaded a video again 😊💜

So sorry about your friends and it's very nice to see and hear from you once again. I quit all weed and never been better finally. I can breath once again and remember things too

You have no idea how happy I am to see you 💞💞💞 , sorry for what you have been going through ...seeing you cry just makes me want to give you a hug 🌻

Sending love Alana, loosing a friend is never easy 💜 for one I would love to know how you knew nursing was the right career move? Did you have an internal knowing or was it after experiencing it that you knew? Also how do you turn a blind eye to be laughed at from coworkers? I’m a female apprentice in a male dominated field so I find this quite a lot with my coworkers (usually it’s from lack of knowledge rather than going above and beyond)

Alana, you ALWAYS pop back up at the right timing. Prayers for continued healing for you and your boyfriend’s hearts. 💜✝️ The Lord knew what He was doing when He created you. I’ve been watching your videos since the worm signs…ifykyk… blessings to you, sweet sister in Christ and under our Father, El Shaddai.

It is true huni..I've been awakening along the sort of time line as you..man it takes so so long, sometimes I think I go back then jump forwards and go back again, frustrating huh but I get the time thing too. I believe I am emerging slowly! Into a new period in life. I've been looking alot about NDEs and it's opened my mind alot as I have a better understanding of who we are now. But also He brings them back to spread the good message. I've chronic pain and wondering is it forever but knowing too it's part of my life path to grow and learn..so nice to see you again and so sorry for your losses x keep the faith hunixx your plant looks stunning by the way 💚 your a fab plant mama 💚 keep doing amazing nursing 🙏🌈