Partial Testimony/ Spiritual Attachment (Ex-New Ager 2 Jesus)

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Published 2017-07-06
I'm not one for broadcasting really anything too personal online but i do NOT want what happened to me to happen to anyone else.
This video serves as an account of an experience i had recently with demonic possession brought on by all this "New Age" mumbo jumbo. i did not know its ties with the Occult and Spiritual Satanism but gosh dang i do now and i'm happy to be alive.

BEFORE YOU PRACTICE ANYTHING AS SENSITIVE AS SPIRITUALITY, LOOK DEEP INTO THE HISTORY AND POSSIBLE OVERLAPS IT HAS WITH THE OCCULT/ SPIRITUAL SATANISM/ DARK MAGIC


~look 4 the Truth, you will find it~

Sequence of video:
Intro: 00:00 1:56
-What i practiced: 1:57-6:21
Physical/ Outward Symptoms: 6:22 11:15
-Mental/Emotional Symptoms: 11:16-13:47
-Spiritual/ Paranormal Symptoms: 13:48-16:57
-Things Starting to Fall Together: 16:58-18:15
-Me being wrong about christianity/ having strength in Jesus now ♥(+ a special announcement on my part) : 18:16-22:45

Track Listing:
Memphis May Fire: Miles Away
For Today: Fearless (Acoustic)
Flyleaf: There For You
August Burns Red: Internal Cannon (Acoustic)
The Devil Wears Prada: Louder Than Thunder
Underoath: Some Seek Forgiveness, Others Escape

p.s.) i couldn't talk about this with anyone while it was happening because i believed if i talked about it, it would make the severity worse through "manifestation." that is a load of bologna btw.

All Comments (21)
  • @rainbowgames1
    I'm also an ex New Ager/new Christian who was extremely demonized for years from unwittingly granting demons access through my new age practices. A particularly powerful demon possessed my body at one point and actually dragged my soul out of my body down to hell. Discovered God existed (at the time just believed in "Source" or "the universe") when out of sheer desperation at the immense suffering of Hell I called out to Him for help. To my surprise a team of angels came, fought the demons of hell for my soul, and flew me back to my body! Since then I've become an aficionado of New Age to Christian testimonies and yours rocks! Love your personality. So interesting that you mentioned not being able to speak the name Jesus while you were demonized, because I've consistently observed that demons freak out whenever I so much as think the word "God" or "Jesus." It's like just the name itself causes them pain, or perhaps fear.
  • @user-nx1ow7rm8p
    The New age practices lead me to a deep depression and anxiety, also confusion. I am still confused and I don't know how to get out of it. Also my life was horrible and I blamed myself for making it like that. Pray for me 🙏
  • @hezebelbeing
    Dude, the back thing...I had that...searing pain and my bones and teeth and nails and hair - then Jesus...the King of All...Saved me and the back pain/growth, I thought I broke something for sure but no one could find it - uhhh prayed and nothing...it is gone. :) The anxiety, the isolating, cancelling on friends, not SEEING anyone...but consulting the cards HO yeah, and NOT FEELING GOOD. NEVER FEELING GOOD. Until blammo...it came to me. The answer is Jesus. I walk ONLY with Him now...and I am healed, and healing every day. My back no longer hurts...and your testimony is so good and real and more people need to know, this stuff is no joke. Thanks...Praise the Father always and forever, Amen.
  • I totally was right there with you. Now I'm 100% Christian and spirit filled! Amen girl. Keep chasing the Spirit through Jesus!
  • @PK-ls4jq
    Really great video. As someone who had been in the New Age for approximately 20 years and found Jesus, I understand where you were. I understand the fear and the takeover of your body and personality. I won't go into detail, but my experiences were similar to yours. Rashes, eyesight, anxiety, terror. I was wasting away. I threw out all of my methaphysical trinkets, turned to Jesus and He saved me. Everything calmed down and became so peaceful and quiet. He has actually given me a peace in being nobody. Before I HAD to be somebody. Somebody with accomplishments, prestige, popularity etc... but Jesus made it alright for me to be nobody special and actually love it. There is such a peace in falling to the feet of Jesus in exhaustion, being nothing but a speck. Being no one of consequence and saying to Him, "You saved me."
  • I got possessed by demons pretending to be light beings or spirit guides or my higher self... scary stuff!! Praise God for opening your eyes to the truth!! Thanks for sharing! Keep those spiritual prayers going!!
  • @rodb66
    Man, you went through all the new age practices. I've recently came out of practicing affirmation, meditation, mindfulness and "I am a creator. Fortunately, I discovered that those practices are part of the new word order and luciferianism. I'm glad that you were lifted out as well.
  • @kerry359
    The enemy does get in through new age/occult/witchcraft. I was fooled for 17 years, 17 years of hell, thought it was part of my spiritual awakening it was part of the enemies plan to destroy me. People who were demonically possessed were attracted to me like a magnet, all with connotations to witchcraft, I too nearly killed myself, hated Christianity then when I was about to give up I asked for Jesus's help and I shook and shook as I thanked Jesus and these entities were coming out of me. I have gone back to the Lord and even though my body is injured by the enemy I know my soul is saved. I hope more and more come back to the Lord and ditch the new age trap.
  • I am having problems rt now myself. I got involved in the new age and am having similar things happen to me its scary but your video gives me hope thanks
  • @1thess523
    I've noticed that most people who trash Christianity don't no squat about it 😂, this was awesome to see you on fire for The Lord. This is a true story of being born again ☝️, God bless you from a brother in Texas.
  • Yes! Welcome aboard sister!! See you at the marriage supper of the Lamb! SPREAD THE WORD of repentance and Gospel of Jesus Christ!!! :D
  • I 100% relate to this. Almost everything you said I was there too. Thank you for sharing. One day I will share my story! Love you! ❤️ God Bless You!
  • @austinnix8604
    You have been through more in your 21 years than most people have in their entire lives. But through that pain you have found peace and soon acceptance. Love you Madison ❤
  • @AAMtruthteller
    FANTASTIC. Keep telling your story, any time the Lord prompts...we will overcome by the Blood of the Lamb and the Word of his testimony!! God bless you!!
  • Thanks so MUCH, Madison, for putting this out on the Net for God to use to OTHERS!  Your testimony here needs MUCH MORE exposure - to alert OTHERS about the deception of the demonic.
  • @lindsay8963
    Amazing testimony. I'm so happy you've come out of the darkness and into the light! God bless!
  • @onetwo234
    It was so moving when you said that you felt like and feel like you’re 10 again like normal and happy and for me I also feel that. I have feelings or vibes idk how to put it that I haven’t had for like 10 years.. I believe that it makes perfect sense because with Jesus you would be delivered from sin that piled up through the years so basically you get to almost go back to before you began sinning the worst when you were say 10. I’ve heard from people who have been delivered from new age and deliverance ministers who say that sin numbs feelings and even physical senses! 💯🔥🙏🥇
  • @strwbry11
    Great testimony. I would also think about playing Christian music while u sleep. That calmed me down and gave me peace.
  • @newnew9513
    I have never related to someone more! Thank you so much, I hope you know how much this is helping people. I'm just now realizing how this "new age" stuff has been causing anxiety and depression for me. I was trying to control my thoughts so much that I was retreating into myself and becoming more depressed because I was scared that speaking my thoughts would immediately cause them to come true. I started thinking about God more and more a few weeks ago, and wondering if my new age beliefs were even right. Last week Youtube recommended a video about a New Ager turning to God and today your video was recommended to me. I know that God has been trying to get me back on the right path and I am so happy that I am finding myself again after feeling like I have been trapped for the past year. I don't need any more confirmation that the new age stuff is BS. Again thank you so much and please pray for me as I begin my relationship with God <3
  • @cokers4life
    I am so thankful for you sharing your experience. It might help people to understand what other people they love might be going through. I messed with the New Age movement and the battle was for real. When I surrendered to Jesus, it took over 400 hours of sermons on Romans to convince me I was saveable. I cried for months over my humiliation and despair and then after reading and reading the Bible and listening to sermons, I cried with joy I was saved, that my salvation was secure. Praise Jesus. He does really save and the washing of the word cleanses the mind and frees you from all that stupid new age thinking and those evil demonic forces.