No Man's Land

Hello Christos and MaryJane, you beautiful souls! I just saw your interview on Jeff Mara's, it was such a nice spot in time and space :) And what MaryJane mentioned about feeling the energy and state of mind of people after returning - I had the same thing when I came back from being briefly dead around age 12, or at the very least the way she described it resonated very much with my experience too... At first I was using it to my immediate advantage, to gain approval or avoid overt confrontation, but over time being told in the most direct way, over and over, what people felt about me and how I was behaving led me to seek to become a better person and put me through Chapel Perilous... I had a second NDE in April 2016, clung to life, now I got the relentless impression that I am meant to do something more - I try to help those I can, relieve sorrows, spread the concept of universal one-ness intrinsic to the mind in all things (and try as best I can to explain the infinite depth of love that permeates all outside of existence, though words are little help with that). But I have no idea what direction to go... I cannot shake the feeling that I should be preparing for something bigger, and that has been going on for years now. Would you per chance have any guidance that could help me figure it out ? Thank you deeply

Do u feel my soul humming?