Caleb (Prod. By VANNN)

Hi my name is Caleb
And I feel like I am able to do anything, but that’s a fable
Make mistakes, and hate myself
Then pray up to the angels
I swear I’m always grateful
And obeyed to being faithful
I convey when they are hateful
My mental state is getting painful
Doctors fooled me like the 1st of April
I’m talking to the pills, I truly fucking hate you
Why you follow every footstep that I take? I can’t escape you
And I’ve tried everything else, it seems that nothing can replace you
Always had a dream, it was just me and 2 of the homies
Then one moved away, the other passed, so I get lonely
Couldn’t cope with J, he moved to Philly, I understand, this cities killing me so slowly, and eroding, my fucking brain
Maybe my cerebrum, I don’t really count on people
In the end, we die alone, so who really fucking needs them?
Bet they wouldn’t have your back if you get caught up doing something illegal
They always need and L or some E, and that’s why they go and shoot the needle
Then they think we’re equal, cause they’re only drinking booze and smoking weed
Y’all gotta lot of fucking nerve, you’re idiotic stupid people
What do you mean?
You can’t get drunk and high and say you’re sober, You’re literally the definition of a fucking fiend!
It’s over!

Once upon time, I was so shy, and barely breathing
But now I think I’m fine, because I’m killing several demons
So when they multiply, I do the same thing and repeat it
Ignore all of you cocksuckers, you better fuckin beat it

Once upon time, I was so shy, and barely breathing
But now I think I’m fine, because I’m killing several demons
So when they multiply, I do the same thing and repeat it
Ignore all of you cocksuckers, you better fuckin beat it

I got 99 problems, and the world makes 100
That’s why I’m taking pills, I prefer to take them in abundance
But what if I’m exaggerating, and I’ve never done it
You’d feel pretty fucking stupid, so go ahead and come confront me
One for the thrill, one cause I’m sad
Two so I’m chill, two when I’m mad
Three when I’m stressing, three down the hatch
Yeah I’m fucked up, but I can’t relax
No one to talk to, now I got secrets
Nobody knows, I feel so defeated
I try to reach out, shoot a text and then clear it
Boom, I can still feel your fucking spirit!
Prescribed benzodiazepines, but yeah I quit drinking
I smoke a little weed sometimes to slow down all this thinking
Sometimes I just go visit all the places we would be in
And stare off in the sky, an hour passes by without me blinking
I don’t believe in much, unless it’s backed up by some facts
So tell me why I think you’re watching over me and got my back
I truly believe if heaven is real, then you’ve made it
I’m sorry I’ll never make it there, cause now I’m filled with hatred

Once upon time, I was so shy, and barely breathing
But now I think I’m fine, because I’m killing several demons
So when they multiply, I do the same thing and repeat it
Ignore all of you cocksuckers, you better fuckin beat it

Once upon time, I was so shy, and barely breathing
But now I think I’m fine, because I’m killing several demons
So when they multiply, I do the same thing and repeat it
Ignore all of you cocksuckers, you better fuckin beat it

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