OOTD&PT.1 MAXWELL'S URBAN HANG SUITE .MIA: LIFE& WHAT MATTERS. INDUSTRY VS.ARTISTS

Fake is the new real nowadays! Smh#Sad

6/20/21 EVERY TIME I WRITE SOMETHING PROFOUND, I SAVE IT IN MULTIPLE PLACES IN REFERENCE TO BLACK WOMEN ARE GETTING TIRED OF US I WILL NEVER FORGET THE DAY I WAS IN A VERY POPULAR STORE. THERE WERE SOOOO MANY GORGEOUS DIVERSE NUBIAN WOMEN. WE ALL LOOKED BEAUTIFUL. THERE WERE GORGEOUS CHOCOLATE SISTAS, BLACK ON BLACK, BLACK WITH BLUE AND PURPLE FLAWLESS UNDERTONES, CHOCOLATE LADIES WITH RED, YELLOW UNDERTONES...THE COLORS OF GOD SPUN CLAYS. WE YELLOW BONES WERE THERE, RED BONES SO RED THEY'RE NEARLY PINK YELLOW BONE WOMEN, CARAMELS , CINNAMON SISTAS AND CREAMY CARAMEL DREAMS. WE WERE ALLLLL SO BEAUTIFUL, INTELLIGENT AND CAPABLE OF BEING SOMEONE'S LADY. EVEN THOUGH WE WERE ALL SO OUTWARDLY BEAUTIFUL & DIVERSE YET THE WOMEN HAD THE SAME LOOK ON THEIR FACES. THE. JAW DROPPED , OPEN MOUTHED HURT BECAUSE EVERY BLACK MAN IN THAT STORE HAD A WHITE WOMAN, OR SOME MIX AND PUSHING BEIGE BABIES INWARDLY I PRAYED TO JEHOVAH AND JESUS THAT THESE LADIES WOULDN'T HAVE TO WASTE THEIR PRIME WAITING ON A LOVING AND STRONG FAITHFUL BLACK MAN I REMEMBER THE DAYS WHEN WHITE WOMEN BEING WORSHIPPED BY THEIR BLACK MAN STRUTTED PROUDLY LIKE PONIES AND PEACOCKS IN FRONT OF THEIR BLACK MEN ON THE OTHER HAND BLACK MAN, DON'T FORGET , IF YOU ALL WERE INFERIOR, WHY WOULD THEY BE SO FEARFUL, INTIMIDATED BY YOU ONCE YOU STEP INTO YOUR EXCELLENCE. EVERY TRUE BLACK ORGANIZATION AND LEADER WHO WASN'T BOUGHT IS NO LONGER HERE. I HURT FOR THOSE WOMEN. I UNDERSTAND THAT PAIN SO WELL. I GAVE UP ON IT THE OLDSCHOOOL MORAL, HIGH QUALITY NUBIAN / DEFENDER TYPE MEN ARE ALMOST ALL GONE. TODAY'S BLACK MAN IN MOST CASES ARE SO AFRAID, BEATEN DOWN, GUNNED DOWN, BUCK BROKEN OR EFFEMINATE, LOCKED UP BEHIND BARS OR FREELY WALKING , BUT LOCKED UP IN THE MIND.

6/21/21 MY COMMENTS BENEATH HEY LOOK AWAY NOW BY QUESTION MARK ASYLUM FT. BLACK GYRRL I MISS HOW GOOD THIS VIBE, LOUNGIN', CHILLAXIN', RAW MASCULINITY MELTING INTO OUR HOMIE LOVER FRIEND/ CRAZYSEXYCOOL FEMININITY AND DRESS CODE IN TRUE HIP HOP AND HOW OLDSCHOOOL NYC HOUSE DANCIN' FELLAS AND THE 90S FEEL USED TO BE AND FEEL SIGH... NOSTALGIA...IT HURTS SO GOOD. THIS SONG , A TRIBE CALLED QUEST ELECTRIC RELAXATION , BONITA APPLEBAUM, PHARCYDE PASSIN' ME BY, LOOKING AWAY , THE ROOTS LIVE W JILL SCOTT YOU GOT ME AND SILENT TREATMENT, DELICIOUS HONEYDIPS IN GOTHAM BY THE BOOGIEMONSTERS & RECOGNISED THRESHOLDS . , ERIC B. & RAKIM, BIG DADDY KANE SMOOTH OPERATOR, & SPECIAL ED'S I GOT IT MADE & LET ME BE THE ONE VIDEO BY INTRO ALL SUM UP REAL HIP HOP TO ME https://youtu.be/_TuspAezYBI

*IT'S 5/11/2021AND SOMETIMES I LEAVE COMMENTS THAT ARE PROFOUND. I COPY AND PASTE TO ALWAYS KEEP IT ENDEARED IN MY HEART AND SOUL. I NEVER WANT TO FORGET MY EXACT WORDS. IT WAS A YEAR AGO AND SAID THE FOLLOWING BENEATH AN UPLOAD OF A SONG THAT MAKES U FACE YOUR OWN SOUL... I AM DETERMINED NOT TO REMAIN IN THIS WOUNDED STATE, BUT.. I DON'T GIVE MY BODY FREELY BECAUSE I KNOW IT'S THE PATHWAY INTO MY BEAUTIFUL YET WOUNDED SOUL. THERE ARE WOUNDS IN THE WAY.... PEOPLE PLAY SO MANYYYY evil, deceitful and cruel , self seeking GAMES WITH OTHER DELICATE SOULS THAT JEHOVAH GOD TOOK THE TIME TO HANDCRAFT ALL IN THE NAME OF ONLY GETTING WHAT THEY WANT...THEY DON'T CARE IF THEY BREAK YOU. THERE ARE WOUNDS IN THE WAY. MISCONSTRUED FEAR. PEOPLE DON'T UNDERSTAND THAT THE HUMAN SOUL AND SPIRIT ARE JUST LIKE OUR FLESH AND BONES...IF YOU GET STABBED TOO MANY TIMES BY A SWORD ( LITERALLY & METAPHORICALLY) BY A PERSON/ PEOPLE/CIRCUMSTANCES/ABUSES THE WOUNDS BECOME FATAL AND ONE IS KILLED. SO I'VE FEARED BECAUSE IT'S SO HARD TO FIND OR BE FOUND BY ANOTHER WHO IS PURE HEARTED ( CLOSE YOUR EYES AND IMAGINE DEEP, BLOODY WOUNDS PHYSICAL AND IN THE SOUL) AND NOT BE DISGUSTED BY MY WOUNDS AND LOVE ME UNCONDITIONALLY....BABY , THERE ARE WOUNDS IN THE WAY. I COMPLETELY UNDERSTAND THE FEMALE LEAD CHARACTER IN THIS BEAUTIFUL MOVIE 4/4/2020

5/5/20 ANOTHER MESSAGE I LEFT IN THE COMMENTS SECTION THIS MORNING TO A WOMAN WHO TOLD ME LOVING A MANAGER/CREW LEADER AT A FAST FOOD CHAIN WAS PUSHING IT. I TOLD HER WHAT I'VE ALWAYS FELT IN MY HEART 💓 SINCE I WAS 14 YEARS OLD. BELOW 👇🏽  @BeautifullyMade 0##  SINCE WHEN DID I / it BECOME AN INSTANCE OF NOT USING MY / ONE'S BRAIN BECAUSE I CHOOSE SUBSTANCE OVER RICHES? I CHOOSE A PURE HEART OVER A BANK ACCOUNT ANY DAY. ROSA PARKS , THE MOTHER OF THE CIVIL RIGHTS MOVEMENT RODE THE BUS. A RICH WOMAN INWARDLY WHO STILL POSITIVELY EFFECTS OUR LIVES EVEN THOUGH SHE HAD LITTLE FINANCIAL MEANS. SHOULD A MAN WITH DEGREES AND MEANS HAD SAID HE WOULDN'T CHOOSE THAT RUBY? HER? NO. NOT A WISE MAN. MONEY CAN INCREASE. PURE HEARTS ❤️ ARE PRICELESS TRUE TREASURE AND rare.man/ LOOKS AT THE OUTWARD, JEHOVAH GOD LOOKS AT WHAT'S IN THE HEART. I'D RATHER HAVE A HUSBAND JEHOVAH SAW AS GREAT WHO'S THERE FOR ME ,WE PAY THE BILLS, BUT IT'S OKAY IF WE'RE NOT RICH, HE'S THERE WITH/FOR OUR FAMILY THAN A MAN ALWAYS FACE TIMING ME BECAUSE HE'S IN JAPAN 🌏🌎🌍 CHASING BANK & NEGLECTING HOME.THAT'S HOW I CHOOSE. LET'S AGREE TO DISAGREE AND KEEP IT MOVING RESPECTFULLY. I RESPECT YOUR POINT O

THIS IS HOW LITTLE GIRLS THINK. WHY WOULD YOU CRUSH SOMEONE YOU ARE TRYING TO LOVE? WHY WOULD YOU TRY TO CRUSH ANYONE THE LORD CREATED WITHOUT A REASON?IMMATURE LITTLE GIRL. WHEN JEHOVAH GOD SITS YOU DOWN AND TEACHES YOU HOW TO BE A RIB , YOU ARE SUPPORTIVE, FAITHFUL, HONEST WITHOUT BRUTALITY. YOUR WORDS BRING HEALING NOT WOUNDS. MANY OF US ARE STILL SINGLE WHILE THE LITTLE GIRL MENTALITY IS WIFED AND TROPHIED. COMMENTS I LEFT TODAY 10/17/22 BENEATH ANOTHER VIDEO W/ COMMENTARY OF A SILLY FEMALE, NOT A REAL WOMAN.

NOVEMBER 25,2018 MY COMMENTS BENEATH A GUCCI MAN $20K PER MONTH CHILD SUPPORT PAYMENT REQUEST. HIS EX CLAIMS SHE NEEDS IT BECAUSE THE CHILD IS AUTISTIC ( LIES) HER DRY CLEANING IS 5K PER MONTH!:* https://youtu.be/aIWvi7kBMqQ LET ME TELL Y'ALL SOMETHING DONT 'NOBODY NEED 20,000 A MONTH JUST TO RAISE A CHILD!!! STOP DOING THAT!!! BE REAL WOMEN. STOP PROSTITUTING YOUR WOMBS. THE WOMB IS THE GIFT FROM JEHOVAH GOD. THE ONLY PATHWAY FROM HEAVEN& THE SPIRIT REALM With THE HELP OF SEED, JEHOVAH AND JESUS INTO A WOMAN AND TRANSPORTS LIFE INTO THE EARTH REALM! GUCCI AND RICH MEN SHOULDN'T BE PUNISHED FOR BEING WEALTHY! SHE NEEDS 5 TO 3K A MONTH. I SAID 5 PERHAPS BECAUSE THE CHILD HAS SPECIAL NEEDS. I WOULDN'T DO MY EX LIKE THAT UNLESS I H.E.L.P.E.D MAKE HIM INTO A MILLIONAIRE. KIM PORTER WAS SUCH A LADY! SHE HANDLED HER RELATIONSHIP WC.L.A.S.S R.I.P TO A REAL LADY , MOTHER ,CLASS ACT AND QUEEN. EVEN IF GUCCI CHEATED, I'D SAY NO MORE THAN 3K PER MONTH MAYBE 5 IF HE INSISTED. I'D GO TO SCHOOL AND GET US SOME HEALTH CARE AND GET MY BABY A FUND , LIFE INSURANCE AND TRY TO SET HIS LIFE UP IN CASE I PASSED AWAY. I'D BE THE GOOD ONE, ONCE IN A LIFETIME LADY GUCCI KNEW HE UNCKED UP WHEN HE LET ME GET AWAY PLUS NO MAN GONNA PAY YOU WITHOUT A GRUDGE TO LAY UP WITH THE NEXT NERO. YOU BETTER REMEMBER POOR NICOLE SIMPSON. NOT SAYING GUCCI IS LIKE O.J , JUST BE SMART ENOUGH TO KNOW RICH IGGAS CAN SEND GOONS.CHILL WIT ALL DAT GREED LADIES. I'M NOT EVEN ATTACKING BABY MAMMAS, JUST GIVING SAPPHIRES OF W.I S.D.O.M AND INTEGRITY A REAL WOMAN THINKS SPIRITUALLY: BRINGING A BABY INTO THIS EVIL WORLD IS PAIN. THAT CHILD GON GO THROUGH SOMETHING.#2. THAT SOUL YOU PUSHED INTO THIS REALM OF ACCOUNTABILITY HAS A 50/50 PERCENT CHANCE OF GOING TO HEAVEN OR HELL.AND SO MUCH MORE.I DON'T KNOW WHY I'M SINGLE. I WAS BEAUTIFUL, THE TRUTH AND GOTTA SPIRIT LIKE ROSA PARKS AND BLACK MEN BYPASS NUBIANS LIKE ME FOR WHITE WOMEN, OTHER RACES, MEN INSTAGRAM fake QUEENS WITH PLASTIC BUTTS AUTISM COSTS HAVE NOTHING TO DO W $5000 PER MONTH IN DRY CLEANING.