I Am Still Alive, Feeling Like A Failure | DreammyRainbow

Yesterday I discovered your channel and watched so many videos of your videos. Thank you for just being there.

I'm so glad to see you're alive. Many times when I opened YouTube, I wondered how you're doing and if you really ended your life. And of course you're not a failure. I think the fact that you didn't commit suicide is a huge success. I think it's great that you're so honest about what you feel and think and talk about how eating disorders and depression really are. They can make you feel suicidal and screw up your body. It's not glamorous. So I definitely don't see you talking about these things as trying to get attention but as saying how you feel and what these illnesses do to you.

I'm so glad that you're back!

It's so good to see you again! Thank you for posting an update, it must be difficult to find the time and energy to do it. So I really appreciate it :)

You are not a failure your amazing even when your in your darkest moments you can calm yourself down that's what I love about you. Stay strong your beautiful in your own way, so happy that your back!! Xo

i have been waiting for this video for a long while. Glad u stayed safe. Take care. Keep going and live life. It's difficult but try.

I am glad to have news from you! I Am worried about the fact that you seem to isolate more.. But I might be wrong, I just hope that you are still venting to someone. You are worth it, don't give up!

Hemp seeds are a great source of protein just three table spoons meets you're daily requirements of proteins because just one table spoon of hemp seed is 5.3 grams of protein and also hemp seeds have many health benefits and the oil too. But everyone's requirements are different. I know you are having a hard time 😔 please take care.

xoxo ♥ hugs

You are not a failure, thank you for your update, I hope you will continue to make videos when you can. Don't make them when you don't feel like it but we do care xo **I have been waiting for this video.

I'm that girl from Instagram .. But I'm glad to see you here today :3 And I know that you're still struggling but o just wanted you to know that you've made it this far and that is so amazing ! And I'm honestly so proud of you ^~^ Stay strong angel <3 I'm here if you need me x

I'm so glad you decided to stick around, I was so worried about you! I'm sorry that things still aren't getting better. ED is a bitch, it takes a lot out of you and it's one of the worst things that a person can go through. I hope you feel better soon, you are so beautiful and you shouldn't forget that. You are not a failure, you are just going through a lot right now. I'm here if you need me and I hope you have a great holiday. Stay strong and be brave xoxo

I've missed youuuu

I have been waiting for this video, even though I follow you on Instagram I still wanted to hear your voice. And I always love to hear how you are doing.

how much do you eat ? btw i like the jewelry