G3MINII - The Man Upstairs [Official Audio] (prod. Rubi x Aidan Han x Gavin Hadley)

Published 2023-05-04

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Lyrics:

I feel hollow inside
I’m lying here awake
Why you always gotta point out my mistakes
You were once on my side
You helped me see
Now I’m blind
Why’d you fuck up
Why’d you fuck up
All I ever wanted was a fuckin normal life
I got the hand I was dealt
And fuck it its alright
But the man upstairs
He’s fuckin with the wires
He’s got em all crossed
Now I’m broken and I’m tired

Why you always gotta point out my mistakes
Why you always gotta point out my mistakes
You were once on my side
You helped me see
Now I’m blind
Why’d you fuck up
Why’d you fuck up

Why’d you fuck up
Why’d you fuck up
You left me here alone
You left me here to suffer
Got me fucked up
Got me fucked up
The man up stairs
Is the one to call out
He’s the man upstairs
And he’s pulling all the strings
He knows what to say
He knows just what to think
Then the selfish motherfucker
Locked himself away
I can’t find the key
And I need him today

I need him today
I need him here to tell me everything is okay
I can’t see in the dark
I’ve lost my way
This shit is never easy
The path is never paved

I’m sitting here
Pleading for you to come back
I can’t think for myself
My hearts black
This weight is too heavy
It feels like an anvil
Got me moving with no sight
Everydays a minefield
Try to feel how I feel
Nothings ever right here
Walking around in circles
Thinking am I all alone here
You caused it all
I took the fall
My body’s only filled with fear
Thinking where did I go wrong
I’ll wait until my head is clear

I’ll wait until my head is clear
Try to get a better view
Of the world that I once knew
It doesn’t feel the same
Without you in my brain
Helping me maintain
And stopping the insane
Voices up inside
That I always knew were there
You kept them right at bay
It felt like someone fucking cared
But now that you are gone
There is no fucking gate
They’re coming through in droves
And there’s no way to escape
Because the man upstairs
He’s fucking with the wires
He’s got them all crossed
Now I’m broken and I’m tired
Though I’ll tell you I’m okay
Cuz I’m a really good liar
But not a day goes by where I don’t be
in my bag
I’m sick of the absence
Angry that I’m sad
The void that you left
It’s hurting really bad
What I wanna know
And what I wanna figure out
Is where to find the man
And how to get him out