what it feels like to fade away (playlist)

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I know this is annoying or you hear it alot but, the world is genuinely a better place with you in it I'm so proud of you, whoever you are.

I still stay awake all night overthinking everything crying stressing out over the past but I tried being present with myself and I noticed a lot of things the flowers that bloomed next to my window the beautiful canvases I spent hours painting and drawing my childhood stuff animals and my little sister growing fast the cold relaxing breeze from the air conditioner the books I spent hours reading my body and how I feel actually beautiful for the first time in ages and my mom who spent hours cooking and cleaning and taking care of us my dad that spent late hours working at night so we could see him when we wake up I also got courage to open Minecraft and explore my old worlds with my brother I opened Roblox and I called my best friend that I haven’t seen in a week and played old Roblox games the day ended and I felt proud of where I am how I look the people around me most people look at the dark side of life and forget about the good side even if life gets rough you deserve a break ❤

19:06 This video really helped me relax in the dark. Now I no longer feel anxious in the dark. I actually feel at peace. It means a lot to me :)

You know it's gonna hit hard if it starts with rain on my window

3 AM THOUGHTS It was 3 in the morning. I jolted awake. The whole town was sleeping, as I stared into the darkness. I forgot to close the door to my bedroom, and the hallway looked as if it was an endless abyss. I turned on the lights, and my eyes stung. My breath was shallow, and I cursed under it. Why this hour? The rain outside was incessant, the window binds crackled against the delicate glass surface. It might have been a thunderstorm just a little bit earlier, and I swear I could hear faint roaring in the distance. The air was a little bit too cold, as I adjusted my position on the bed and I still shivered under my blanket. It was as if, I was alone in the world. My thoughts began racing endlessly. What if, what if I I just disappear from this world tonight, without any trace? Would anyone actually miss me? Would it be a tearjerker, tragic story, or simply a sensational headline? Would anyone other than my parents feel like a dent was left in their heart? What could have happened, had I not been born into this world? Ironically, 3 AM is always the perfect time to dwell on these destructive thoughts, and it was as if, the world was telling me, that I would be alone, at the end of the day. And it did not make feel better, that I was actually not alone. It just hurt me, that this was a pain that I did not bear on my own. If I said these thoughts out loud, it would break the hearts of many. “You are important,” they would say. Yet I just could not stop. Nothing could stop my overflowing thoughts. It was probably the illusion of the endlessly long hallway, and the melancholic rain. In about 4 hours, the sun would appear, and I would forget that I ever felt this way. But then again, I would wake up at 3 AM, the thoughts racing endlessly, a vicious circle I did not know how to put an end to. I turned off all the lights, and went back to sleep. Hoping that I would not wake up at 3AM, but I know it was just futile. It will be 3 in the morning. I jolt awake. The whole town is sleeping, as I stare into the darkness.

Well, my days are now being counted.

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