It's 2:44 am and you're thinking about your life -(1 HOUR) (Sad/Loneliness Music)

“People don’t cry because they are weak. It is because they’ve been strong for too long.” -Johnny Depp

When i was 3 y.o. my father died. He was driving a truck across the river and it broke down. When he got out to see whats wrong with it, the truck fell under the ice with him. I lived with my alcohol mother until i was 4. Then my grandma took me to another town, i still live with her rn. When i was 11 my mother died. She drinked herself to death. My grandma, my only family left, has 4th stage cancer. My aunt lives in my moms apartment with her daughter and they don't pay bills. When i grow up ill probably have to pay their bills. Im 14, i have literally nowhere to go if my grandma dies. Its 3:21AM, im listening to this playlist, typing this and almost crying.

Anyone who isn’t doing good mentally, I just want to tell u look at this comment section, everyone here is feeling what u are. U ARE NOT ALONE. Keeep ur head up no matter what.

This Johnny Depp quote really resonates with me. It’s so easy to judge people who are emotional and tell them that they’re being weak or overreacting, but that’s not always fair. Most of the time, people don’t cry because they’re weak, they cry because they’ve been strong for too long. There is so much pressure on everyone to bottle everything up and just “deal with it,” but it’s not always possible. Sometimes, you just have to let it out.

The one thing I miss the most in life is a real hug. Sure, friends will give you a quick hug with a pat on the back, but a true embrace is rare to come by. A hug that lasts longer than just a couple of seconds. The longing for human touch can make one feel so absent and disconnected from reality and lower one's sense of self worth. Knowing you should have seen it coming and the signs were in front of you the entire time. Its just a friend they said. You knew better though, yet still chose to live in denial in fear of losing them. Cuddling on the couch and glancing at their phone to see the name of the one they were texting. You asked who it was only to be told a completely different name. Finding a piece of some else's clothing wedged in-between the cushions of the couch. The sneaking around. Being left on read. Taking them out for their birthday, but only to find a gift and card from the one they were texting hanging on the doorknob when you both get back. Waiting until they fall asleep to read the message in the card. Progressing further into a web of lies. Wait they're moving in now? You feel so betrayed. They say it's fine we're only friends and I love you not them. The rumors you've heard say otherwise. Finally after you've had enough you confront them. The feeling of being in a relationship for years with someone you loved so much at the time and may even still love and then, after all is gone, trying to figure out how to sleep comfortably without holding onto them. Only to hold a pillow in hopes that it fills the emptiness of the space that you once held onto. God the bed feels so big now. Which side do I even sleep on? Having spent so much time together that everything reminds you of them. The smells, tastes, sounds and experiences. Even a simple routine such as going to the local coffee shop and ordering a certain drink. Trying to order yours while remembering theirs. Holding back the tears while taking a sip. Feeling so lost and having the plans you made for the future washed away in the blink of an eye. Why do I break everything I touch you ask yourself. Depression sets in. Ambition seems to fade. You find yourself switching jobs in hopes to get ahead, but nothing seems to ever go in your favor. One step forward, two steps back. Will you make rent this month? You feel overwhelmed with panic and worry, but can only laugh and tell yourself I guess you can't glue the broken pieces back together. You try to avoid the memories and try to repress them. Not knowing how to spend the hours that pass by in the hollow box you call a home or apartment, while trying to fill it with things to distract you. The substances you take to ease the pain and block out the intrusive thoughts. Only to come back and plague you further with the feeling of disappointment and self contempt the next day. Feeding the mental anguish furthermore. The contemplations of self harm, but denying yourself the pleasure of escape in order to avoid the pain and grief that you would place on the ones closest to you. The ones that only care when things are looking the most bleak and worry them when they finally notice. When it's too late and the person you once knew is gone. Do they only worry from guilt? Or is it pitty? Would they even care? Would they notice? But even still you would rather live in isolation and in pain rather than hurt them even though they may not deserve it. Knowing the only reason you're still here is so that you won't be the brother or son that's gone. So you live alone. In the end you are the strongest. Living with such self disdain is not an easy feat. So where am I going with this message? Letting you know that you are not alone. Even if only feeling one of the emotions I spoke of. You are stronger than you know, especially to have made it this far and if I were in front of you I would give you the one thing I miss the most. A hug and strong embrace. A connection that feels unobtainable. You are worth something. You are here for a purpose even if you haven't found it yet. It took me a long time to realize this and I hope that you can as well someday.

These comments Are proof you’re not alone and the feeling of loneliness is not just you

This feeling late at night when you’re sitting in obscurity thinking about your past…. At the end you realise that you’re only a water drop in the ocean

Sitting close to a window thinking about life and what I will do later in life. Im lost my life has no meaning I lost friend, lost family yet I still keep going hoping things will get better. Im happy yet empty I can't explain the feeling its as if all the joy I feel is just a remnant of how I used to feel when I was younger. But still I will keep going and try to live the best I can 😊

0:00 - So Low 3:30 - Losing Interest 6:43 - Jahseh 9:13 - Tell me why i'm waiting

It's 2:27 am, 5th September 2023 No stress in life, still tired and overthinking every single shit.

Im 21 and I just needed some sad music to release some of the stress I've been holding in for 14 years

The kind of mood where you can be with your friends or family and be with them but mentally your somewhere else and it hurts because you want to tell them how you feel but they never ask so you keep to your self and hope to get over it but it just comes back from the past and music can only soothe the pain you feel inside... hope yall can fight your demon's and get through it. Its a beautiful world but its beating me up mentally and physically. Thank you to my favorite music creators for saying what i couldn't and expressing what i couldn't put into word's.

i know nobody is going to read this,but i want everyone to know,no ones alone,we love u guys even if dont know each other,this is the last time im going to text here,i hope everyone is fine,and felling pain is nothing new,just make sure that u guys know if u guys need to talk to someone,im here :)

My life is messed up. I realize when I went to school, I had two friends that I have a lot and they see the reason why I’m in the hospital my last time living on this world I want you guys to know always believe in yourself always have courage and always people always. Love you, you don’t barely know you live four days to live. It’s fortunately June 16 20 24 at 2 AM. I’ll pass away on the 20th. I am not ready to go, but I also am I never had a boyfriend in my life or is it just because I’m 13 year old I love you guys

😢those with the biggest smile are the ones with the biggest frown on the inside-never judge a book by it's cover

It’s 2:56, man I’m very sad. But I feel something will happen soon. I feel a great power that’s too strong for my body. I just want to see god, Our beautiful god😢 Thank you for reading and liking this comment❤

02:48 insomnia + depression…. Got med school tomorrow from 0730 to 1530 + gym after. Tomorrow is gonna be a looooonggg day, but I’m gonna stay strong. Struggle on my friends, one step at a time. We’ll all make it

I won't sleep!!!I'll be here enjoying beautiful music in a beautiful dawn !!!!!!!!🙂

-You only live once but if you do it right, once is enough -Start wide, expand further, and never look back -The best way to predict the future is to create it So now stay focused and do not fall in depression, depression is a normal step for everybody on this fcking world.... Stay awake my brother anything is not over for you mate i told you Stay focused bro....Good Luck my friend....

24 yo here. This doesn't go away. You just learn to live with it.